whoa. sir. so, i just realized that some of you, who read this journal still, have no clue what is going on right now in my life. cause all of what i write gets divided and scattered between 5 journals. like puzzles, if you wanted, you could collect the pieces and paste them together and marvel at the horrible (or not really) still life that i belong to . . .

or i could just sum everything up right here, right now.

so. basically, i've been in a bit of a bind lately cause of broc. yuppers, i've mentioned him before a few times (and there's a pic a few entries ago). basically i liked him and he likes suzie, so this is the part where i realize that this is not all its cracked up to be and i move on. no joke. i mean, i've only known him for almost two weeks so dealing with the fact that he doesn't like me isn't so hard. i mean, it was at first, cause it's hard to deal with shit like that when you know what it feels like to be snuggled up in said person's arms, but now . . . now i'm doing a-ok. good for me. applause.

i've been going to lots o' shows lately. yuppers. went to co & ca, thrice and thursday. coheed and cambria rocked my fucking socks off to the point that there was giz all over. all fucking over. ha! thrice was lame. thursday was sweeeet.

but yeah. no one topped co & ca. i had the oppurtunity to meet a couple of the co & ca guys. claudio (AHHHH) brushed past me close enough for me to know what it feels like to touch that tight jean jacket he wears so often. and their guitarist walked past me twice. on his way INTO the bathroom and on his way OUT. sweet shit.

oh and then rufio played in fargo on thursday. that was pretty cool cause it was a tiny show, so even though i saw them at warped tour it was worth it to be there. mae opened for them, they were perty fucking cool. i dug 'em muchly. and some shitty metal band played, and before that, in ink please played. jerik (a guy that chats with me fairly frequently online, he's a cool guy) is 50% of that outfit. his ex vanessa is the other. its perty cool stuff. mellow though.

umm. what else have i been up to. oh yeah, i'm in college, but you'd never guess because the last time i went to class was over a week ago. as in, not last friday, but the friday before that. i should really get my shit together. or not. i'm thinking of finishing up the year and then taking my van out on the road. but i probably won't since it looks like i'll be spending the next summer at mackenzie's sweet house in moorhead. fun times.

i think that's about it. yeah. i think i'm about done with this now.

oh, well, except i had the oppurtunity to go by central today and pick up some pals for lunch, so i did, and even though eddie knew i was coming they were all gone by the time i got there. damn. better luck next time, i guess. it was wierd showing up their and having loads of people comment on my lip ring. it was like, now that i have it pierced, they have a not so intimidating conversation starter. whoohah. chase just sat and stared at it though. haha, that was funny. i love that kid.

hugs all around. word.

past. : present. : future.