* ever so sweet *
i just found a friend . . . in one of your lies, to treat me so nice.
baby blue.
2003-11-07 : 1:08 p.m.
so much time. / so little to do.
strike that, reverse it . . .


*

it's a faster growing green

that flows through these leaves.

i have, i try,

i guess we'll be alright.

way to try.

i got a line for you from me . . .

better nice.

a beautiful,

baby blue

sky that's looking up at you.

now, watch it fade away.

it's okay to come around

with the nights like this

are never ending.

i try so hard to make this perfect,

but you and i somehow,

we can't see eye to eye together.

we always knew that YOU WORKED BETTER.

i know

you want it all

and YOU GOT ME.

sorry i

never was

everything

you ever dreamed,

but kept at bay,

for just in case that day.

it's okay to come around

with the nights like this

are never ending.

i try so hard to make this perfect,

but you and i somehow,

we can't see eye to eye together.

we always knew that YOU WORKED BETTER.

i don't . .

want you . .

to love me anymore!

with my bags packed

and ready to go,

nothing ever hurt so much

for me

than to let you go.

*

past. : present. : future.