with everything that i say and everything you do.

your smile is changing.

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yeah so. i don't have much to say. don't even know why i'm updating. i have nothing.

umm. well. the boy i've liked for about 3 weeks now has decided he likes my room mate now. its so wierd. like, there'd be times where i'd think i was over him . . . but i think it was just a case of me hiding my liking him so that i'd be ok. but then, if that was the case, then his liking the last girl he liked would have had the same affect on me as this. or at least, close to it.

but enough about that. i talk about it, i think about it too much already.

and then there is this other boy. a very pretty boy, as well. only this one . . . i don't know what his deal is. he calls. he IMs me. he seems interested. but we've only really hung out once. like, crap keeps going down to prevent future hanging outs. hah. he called here at 4:48 or so this morning.

i wasn't home. i've gotten into the bad habit lately of being up until 6 or 7 in the morning. and then, miraculously, each day i wake up at 3. whoa.

its crazy.

xanga has a lot of drama. beware.

past. : present. : future.