snap, yo.

shit. that rhymed. fuck. me.

so this kid, josh, that calls me at 5 in the morning, among other things . . . yeah. i was talking to him online last night and he asked me to come over. so i did. we chilled a bit and then jared came over. and then we all went over and hung out with mike and colin and jerik. all these kids are just like this big ol' group of friends, only i have somehow gotten to know each one of them in some way or another. so. . . yeah, that was a fun time.

that's right, rhiannon. i was over at mike's. mmhmm. i'll bring you along some time, don't worry.

but anyway, so josh was just being ueberadorable. he kept offering me food and drink and he just kept making sure that i was comfortable and having a good time. hmm . . .

and then when i got home, i went to bed and all, but i couldn't sleep. so i logged on to msn. and he was on too. so we started talking and it turns out he loves traveling, esp. the west coast. and he's not going to let his kids watch tv. and he totally was supporting me dropping out of college to hit the road with my guitar. it was awesome.

awesome.

i'm getting my hopes up and i don't want to. fuck.

past. : present. : future.