* ever so sweet *
i just found a friend . . . in one of your lies, to treat me so nice.
too bad i'm laughing hysterically. behind raised hands. and silence.
2003-11-12 : 1:38 p.m.
so much time. / so little to do.
strike that, reverse it . . .


* i wake, alone, in a woman's room i hardly know. i wake, alone, and pretend that i am finally home. the room is littered with her books and notebooks. i imagine what they say, like, "shoo fly, don't bother me." *

i fucking hate diaryland. for reals. it just deleted this whole spiel before i could post it. xanga never does that, any time you try to leave the posting page it stops you and has a popup thing that's like 'are you sure you want to leave this page?' its fucking sweet.

psh. diaryland. who needs it.

fuckers.

so, i have gotten into the nasty habit of staying up waaaay too late. i stay up til the wee hours talking on msn and aol. whoo. yeay for being a nerd. mostly i talk to josh, jerik, broc and sometimes kristin. last night i started chatting with this other kid though. hilarious times. here's some of what ensued.

velvethursday, chocolate cake steak, and zombies are good for your health are all me.

soopertron is this kid: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=JessySpannow. he's fucking hilarious.

girl with kalaidescope eyes is kristin, she's one o' my buddies, she lives right downstairs.

put it in soft is the lovely josh.

and my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite is the infamous broc.

whoohah.

*

Velvethursday [4:04 AM]: cereal rocks my sock right off.

SooperTron [4:04 AM]: i hear that

SooperTron [4:04 AM]: thats why i just dont bother wearing socks anymore

*

1:22:05 AM chocolate cake steak.: how was your laundry?

1:23:38 AM put it in soft: good times. if laudry was a race of people. i would of enslaved them to pick cotton

*

4:13:34 AM girl with kaleidoscope eyes: i could run a mile if i only had ambition

4:13:59 AM zombies are good for your health.: ooh. i could. if only if weren't cold enough to freeze my lungs .. and my boogers.

4:14:29 AM girl with kaleidoscope eyes: ewww...frozen booger

4:17:42 AM zombies are good for your health.: snap dude

4:18:02 AM girl with kaleidoscope eyes: zipper man

*

2:30:37 AM chocolate cake steak.: dude. i was just really into make-believe and playing house and such.

2:31:08 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: me too, except not house. ha.

2:31:18 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: we used to pretend all sorts of things, it was uber fun

2:31:49 AM chocolate cake steak.: really?

2:32:04 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: *winks* uh...

2:32:16 AM chocolate cake steak.: did you ever play . . .

2:32:19 AM chocolate cake steak.: doctor?

2:32:26 AM chocolate cake steak.: with little boys? perhaps?

2:33:08 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: ha

2:33:08 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: not funny

*

4:10:21 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: WINTER WEATHER ADVISORY REMAINS IN EFFECT THIS MORNING FOR SOUTHEASTERN NORTH DAKOTA AND WEST CENTRAL MINNESOTA UNTIL 12:00PM CST

4:10:54 AM my sweater's drenched with all those tears i shed tonite: fuck me in the chin on a hot skillet and call me sandy

*

well that was that. t'was a super fun night. them kids rock my socks right off.

umm. yeah, today is the day i try to actually accomplish some shit in an attempt to make up for the fact that i slept straight through class. IN MY BED.

whoo.

rock star style, i sleep the day away and come to life at night.

* and i can hardly get myself out of her bed. for fear of never laying in this bed again. oh christ, i'm not THAT desperate . . . oh no . . oh god . . i am. *

past. : present. : future.