but fucking a, there is always someone to restore my faith in the human race.

ok, the first part of that, i really can't explain. yesterday was just really depressing and fucked up and i don't even know how or why.

so around 11pm i was online and broc was on. so, since i was like, freaking out (hXc) i told him he should come hang out up here (he lives in moorehead) "so we can sit outside and smoke and complain about the cold even though we both know damned well there are worse things in life. like papercuts. herpes. and relationships." and he said he'd be here in a little less than two hours. rock.

so then i'm still online and josh invites me over for some pizza. i figure this is something that will cheer me up, so i head on over. mike comes and chills with us a bit, but then splits to go write a paper on vegetarians. so its just me and josh hanging out, watching 'the family guy'. at like, 2 in the morning, or whatever.

funny story.

i am just sitting there on the futon, ladeedah, no big deal . . and our pal bill up and walks right into josh's room. seeing me, he gets this semi-embarassed look on his face, turns back towards the door and begins stuttering 'is this a bad time? i mean, am i interupting something?'

oh god. it was hilarious. me and josh were just laughing, i said 'oh yeah, i am the bionic woman, i can get my clothes back on in a split second.'

shortly after that i decided its time to come home cause broc'd probably be here by now, so josh walks me back, and i come upstairs, and sho' 'nuf. there's brocy.

we ended up hanging out in kristin's room, downstairs. watching 'aqua teen hunger force' on her computer. among other things. rock.

"the bullet is enormous, there is no escaping."

past. : present. : future.