[pictured ur crush naked?]: who doesn't? i mean, come ON.

[actually seen ur crush naked]: not quite.

[been in love]: yuppers.

[cried when someone died]: of course.

[drank alcohol]: mmhmm. read back a couple entries for my 'drunken ABCs'. whoa.

[fallen for ur best friend]: hm . . . no.

[been rejected]: yeah. it sucks.

[rejected some one]: yeah. it sucks. also.

[been cheated on]: sure have. my first real relationship, we had dated for 10 months when one day i got an email saying he was dumping me for my bestfriend, whom he had been 'doing stuff' with.

[done something u regret]: of course.

[Been In Jail]: nope.

[Hit a Boy]: yes. but not seriously. it was all in play.

[Hit A Girl]: absolutely. fucking whores.

[Broken A Bone]: not yet. which is unbelievable since i was always the athlete of the family. hah. wierd.

[Cheated On A Test]: hahaha. yeah. sometimes that 4.0 would get kind of hard to keep up.

[Let a friend cry on your shoulder]: of course!

[Fell asleep in the shower/bath]: almost.

[Walked in on someone changing or showering]: god that's awkward. like. whoa. sir.

[Never slept during a night]: mhmm. happens when you have insomnia.

[Seen someone die]: no. thank god. i don't think i could handle actually seeing it happen.

[Thought you were in love]: as in, thought i was in love and it was false? yes. it happens.

[Screamed at someone for no reason]: uhh. no. actually. i have good reason. haha.

[Stayed up till 4 am on the phone]: yuppers. a certain boyfriend of mine and i had a habit of doing that almost every night. it was fucking sweet. he'd start talking about horror films and shit. the whore. lol.

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

[what do u notice first?]: hair. and eyes.

[last person u slow danced with]: umm . . . apollo. (aka robert, at my sister's wedding. mm, fun stuff. he said my hair smellt good. haha. that rocked.)

[worst thing to say]: that you're in love with my room mate and/or best friend. psh. what the fuck. though i suppose its not so much a case of saying it, as it is of it happening/being true. or that you had been 'doing stuff' with my best friend. oh and then there was always the 'i don't think i could ever fall in love with you' thing. yeah that one was real fun. or how about 'i still want to date you, but i really don't think we should be together'. oh boys boys boys. you crazy fucking kids . . .

[do you have a crush]: no comment. i think some certain past entries kind of cover this topic. though the term 'crush' makes it sound so 7th grade. and its really just a poor representation of it on the whole. oh well.

quit putting so much thought into this samm. boo.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT:

[Bill Clinton]: being uneducated. wha??

[Love at First Sight]: stupid sappy movies and their warping people's minds . . .

[Pot]: teehee.

[Eating disorders]: kimmy greene. sophomore year. like. whoa. can we say toothpick?

[Rap]: *barf*

[Suicide]: mom. and aunt tony. and tim. and some others.

[Drinking]: antisocialite. missing the cute boy.

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU:

[Took A Shower]: noon today.

[Cried]: like, two months ago. when my last ex and i broke up. whoo, fun times.

[Watched a Disney movie]: the other day. mackenzie bought the emperor's new groove. constant repeat. whoa.

[Recieved a hug]: umm..... i don't get hugged very often. oh, but while we were drinking kenzie hugged me like 3 times. she kissed my cheek too. what a lovable little drunk girl that kenzie is.

THE FUTURE:

[Where You Want To Live]: the west coast. by the ocean.

[How Many Kids You Want]: i don't know. let's see how things go. though if all went perfectly by what i want, probably 3 or 4. at least one of which would be adopted. mmhmm.

[Job You Want]: musician.

past. : present. : future.