* ever so sweet *
i just found a friend . . . in one of your lies, to treat me so nice.
thank you muchly kind sir.
2003-11-24 : 4:04 p.m.
so much time. / so little to do.
strike that, reverse it . . .


ok, so, not ALL boys are 'so.fucking.dumb.' ..nono, not all of them. there is hope for the male gender as of yet.

let's see.

on.. friday i didn't have class so on thursday night i drove me and suzie to fargo for a show. took broc along. then returned here to an IM from my pal kristin saying 'come to my room ASAP' so i go to her room and anthony's there and they're wanting me to drink with them. so i snag my bottle of everclear and my 2liter bottle of coke (which only had a fourth left, by the way) and headed on down. finished that shit off, and right around two broc and aaron drove up.

aaron is one of our (mine and broc's) guitarists for our band. rock.

so i come home at around 7 and crash. thursday was spent relaxing. sleeping and shopping with suzie. watched "one flew over the cukoos nest" since we had never seen it, and me, having read the book, and loving the book to absolute pieces.. says the book is a kazillion times better. the movie is grand, don't get me wrong, there is some excellent (*excellent!*) acting to be seen.. but yeah, they leave a lot out of the plot. hollywood whores...

lol.

so then yeah, i just chilled in my room after that and talked to some kids online. josh was out of town (he was visiting home, williston) but we chatted for a bit. yay. and.. then..

saturday me mackenzie and nate drove down to fargo to see The Diversion Scene play. that would be the band of mike and jerik and sean and colin and a couple other cool cats. very good band. i don't want you to think i automatically like 'em cause i'm friends with 'em.. so don't think that.. they really truly do rock to the upmost.

after that me, mackenzie, nate, broc, josiah (our other guitarist) and jenilee went to the 24hour perkins in fargo. oh god that was an AWESOME time. but you probably had to have been there. there was this crazy old guy winking at the waitress and a drunk chick talking to herself.. oh wow. it was FANTASTIC. staying at kenzie's i had a couple beers and watched daria til like 3 in the morning. haha. fun stuff. but beer is gross. and i just realized that's the second time i've mentioned drinking.. aww snap.

sunday... sunday we drove back up here and i just hung out for the most part. i didn't really do much of anything. just chilled. again. oh, but.. last night.. i was talking to josh online and i casually mentioned how much i DON'T want to go to spokane for thanksgiving.. so he invited me to go home with him. now that has got to be one of the sweetest fucking things ever. for reals. that kid is amazing. anyway.

i don't know yet what i'm doing for thanksgiving. spokane or no spokane..

pros of spokane:

i get to see the city i miss..

i get to see a *city* in general

i get to see my little brother. yay!

i get to see my dog.

i get to get my CDs back from my moms car, where i accidentally left them when she tried to run me over.

i get to get a piercing and/or tattoo.

pros of staying here:

i could get all caught up with my school work.

i could find myself a job.

i could go spend thanksgiving with josh.

i could also spend time with mackenzie and kristin and any of the other cool kids who will be around.

i wouldn't have to deal with the hassle of traveling.

i wouldn't have to deal with the hassle of my ever so disfunctional family.



past. : present. : future.