* ever so sweet *
i just found a friend . . . in one of your lies, to treat me so nice.
the early november.
2003-12-07 : 1:12 p.m.
so much time. / so little to do.
strike that, reverse it . . .


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i just found a friend

in one of your lies..

to treat me so nice,

i can't believe my bones

when they say

so many things.

they tell me i am fine,

believe me, i ..

i try.

ever so sweet you make this seem.

the way things go.. it's not my fault.

and i'll miss..

i'll miss you so good..

and all of those nights we lost our way back home.

ever so sweet, you baked it in cakes for me.

what you left behind.. it hurts my teeth.

bring in the past with the postcards you sent for me.

every line..

it brings me.. right. back. down.

can't you see the wall you built for me?

::CAN'T YOU SEE THE WALL YOU BUILT FOR ME::

::CAN'T YOU SEE THE WALL YOU BUILT FOR ME::

we're not.. special..

we're not.. ::SPECIAL::

WE'RE NOT.. special..

i'm not special..

i'm not.. ::SPECIAL::

I'M NOT.. special.

...

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past. : present. : future.