* ever so sweet *
i just found a friend . . . in one of your lies, to treat me so nice.
cold as ice cream. but still as sweet.
2004-01-04 : 12:35 a.m.
so much time. / so little to do.
strike that, reverse it . . .


i could update.

i could.

the only thing is that i have no idea what the fuck is going on right now.

but to me.. that's beautiful.

and you know why?

because the world is FILLED to the fucking BRIM with beautiful women with wide hips who shave their legs to damien rice. to the BRIM with boys who sing blondie to you just for you to smile, and to them.. that smile is temporarily their world.

the world is full of girls who work at bed bath and beyond and wear little shirts proudly showing off the tattoo running down their collar bones towards their cleavage. its fucking full of boys who wear davey crocket hates for new years and then write their phone number for you on the table cloth.

there are girls who kiss you only when you're both drunk and there are boys who tell sign off by saying "have a good night. peace and much love."

to the mother fucking brim. they're everywhere. and in everything. and i love them.

and i only hope they realize how lovable i just might be.

you make me smile. thank you.

past. : present. : future.